Here I am, adding another journal to my list of journals that basically say, "Yes, I know I know I KNOW I haven't posted much in a while, and I wish I had something to post, and hopefully that'll happen soon. Why should I bother again, especially when I'm swamped with homework? Because I CAN! this website, which the campus internet has had banned for soooo long, is up tonight, which makes me very very happy.
Anyway- I've got 5 different art classes this semester, woo!
Unfortunately so far it has been the basics and there's nothing to post yet, but it will happen sooner or later.
Also- I've been reading a LOT lately, and ooo yea is it great!
I'm almost through with Paper Towns, which has made me rather sentimental lately, and I've been thinking, I really don't spend enough time looking at life from the 3rd person. I'm feeling too caught up in my schedule and not spending enough time asking the question "why?"
I know that I do things and have opinions and feel certain ways on a number of topics and in relation to a number of people, but I wish I could spend a week writing out all the "why"s. Of course I have "why"s, plenty of them- I'm just not the sort of eloquent person who can express them very well, even to myself.
I have some really close friends, and one friend who I couldn't hold closer to my heart, and would do anything for... sometimes I feel like these people don't realize, because of the way I am, that I really care and want to get to know them better, and I hope they want to know me better, but I'm just not sure how to go about it.
Anyway, I'm just speaking my mind here... unfortunately I really don't have time for it- maybe tomorrow...